Geramnya!

huh! sda byk kali sya ckp jgn buat sya mrah. ni x. mkin sya b'tmbah2 mrh dgn perangai dia. i know im not a perfect girl, so jgnla expect yg sya akan jd better dr diri sya sndiri. sdala apa yg sya buat smua dia anggap slah, lpas 2 explanation yg sya buat lngsung dia x pcya n trima. so, sya mau xplen pa lg. susa jga mau ksi puas hti org ni. xsmestinya org 2 akan buat keslhan yg sma b'ulang kali. tp if sya, mgkn jgala. MySpace hmm.. td time sya p mkn, dia msg tnya sya dmana. then sya ckp sya p mkn wit my housemate. bgni konon reaksi muka dia after sya bgtau beg2.MySpace pnyala. dia xpcaya ni. mcmla sya ni p buat bnda yg bkn2. tp wat do i careMySpace . sya sda ckp bnda yg btl. depends dri dia mau pcya ka x. rite? apapun, sya ttp gmbira skrng even blm study 4 nex paper. wat nex paper!MySpace adui! reaksi muka sya sma sda dgn dia. gudbye blog, mau study dlu.

diz is wat i feel 'bout him now

b4 diz every nite i will thinkin' bout him even it was a coincidence. N now i realize dat mayb im juz d 1 who miz him but he nvr did. i think its better if i appreciate d 1 who is always there 4 me n not d 1 who i was always there 4. i've nothin' else 2 say. juz "wat has faded is already lost". MySpace

I still miss you…
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn’t there anymore.

I still whisper your name…
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.

I still hear your voice…
Replaying in my mind.
But it’s fading now,
Soon silence I will find.

I still long for you…
To feel your touch.
But it’s not like before,
I don’t dream it as much.

I still think about you…
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don’t go as far.

I still feel you sometimes…
Maybe you’re thinking of me?
Or maybe it’s just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.

I still love you…
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.

You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I’m hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.

This will be my last goodbye..
I’ve nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.

syytt!

eee...org sda ckp bnda yg btl, ble2 dia ckp sya ni temberang. syytt btl. MySpace mcm mau smackdownMySpace ja if dia dpan sya. sya ni bkannya mau tipu pun. xda gna jga sya mau tpu. bknnya dpat apa pun. if dpt duit ka xpa jga. ni x. huh!

I Love you Not

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

Blind Girl

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever..

A.L.O.N.E

Now d clock struck at 2am. i shud b sleepin' by now.MySpace but i cant.

sumthin' is disturbin' me. dun know wat but i think im thinkin' bout sum1. i miz him.MySpace huhu..
diz feelin' is killin' me. i try 2 sleep but dat face keeep appearin'..MySpace shuh! shuh! huh! its stil there.

y u keep disturbin' me. act im d 1 who 2 b blame. siapa suru x ingat psal bnda lain. neway, gudnite..feel better after express here. tq BLOG. MySpace
I LOVE U..hehe..


Ps: Xinan, i love u.MySpace

exposin' my twin sister!

act mls sya mau bgtau yg sya ada twin sister sbb nt my twin hepi bla dia tau dia msuk blog sya.MySpace hehe.. anyway, i got a twin sister who is a minute older than i am.. mayb just a 15 min older than me. her name is mary magdalene n mine is martha magdalina. dlu time kmi kecil, muka kmi mmg sma smpai xda org yg ble bezakan kmi. smuanya sma saja.MySpaceMySpace rmbut, potongan bdan, muka, hidung, telinga, mata, tangan, kaki, dan smuala. dlu masa darjah 1, cikgu kmi tpaksa lukis stu titik kcil d bhagian pipi kmi m'gunakan pen maker spya drng ble recognize mana stu sya n mana stu my twin sis. tanda sya d sbelah kanan n my twin sis pla d sbelah kiri. huh! mmg serupa la kmi ni time kcil. smpai bju kmi pun sma. biasala, twins mmg slalu begitu. if ble, smuanya sma. but now, after sda meningkat dewasa, interest kmi b'ubah sma skali. taste dlm memilih bf pun mmg different. hehe.. apapun, smpai skrng dia mmg kwn baik sya, lbih2 lg dlm bab meminjam duit. dia adalah along bg sya even sya xpnah pun byr blik hutang yg sya pnjam.. hahahahaha..MySpace oppsss! ehemm..dri darjah 1 smpai la skrng, dat is degree part5, kmi msi duduk dlm klaz yg sma. pcaya atau x, e2la knyataannya. so, as u can see, dat is how much we close 4m each other.MySpace now, muka kmi lngsung xsma. lbih2 lgi now her hair is long n straight n mine is short n curl. ok, ckupla expose psl dia. juz look at our picture 2gether k..cheers...





picture ni kmi ambil time dlm klaz. tngh tggu lecturer msuk.



b4 went to lunch.



time bday kmi. 01 Oct. hbs kmi kna tepung oleh housemate.
mcm kna siram air ja..huhu. papun, sweet memory 4 us.(wink*)



pic ni kmi ambil time my sis p dentist. ktara btl dcni i b'isi dr dia. cisss!



dlm kereta on da way p 1B..



at beach. picnic wit my ladies.




yeahh! time bday dhiela..

huh!!

aduh...td i bru ja cuba2 mau m'exposed kan diri dgn m'crita psal dri i ni..tp tba2 ja laptop i t'off...k***** a***....sda 2, lpa lg mau save...hmm...now, sya mls mau type blik...huhuhu! jahanam pnya laptop...xguna btl...so, biar ja la...sdih,xdpt sya mau expose lg...(kecewa)

Nite LoveR!


my nite lover,
he's there only at nite..
appear when the sun is set..
look 4 me when d clock struck 10..
& talk 2 me when no 1 is around.

my nite lover,
gone when d nite is taken by d day!

So Long N GudNite...

aduh....ngan2knya....study ni mmg memenatkan..hmm...blm hbs cover past year sbenarnya....tp disebabkan xtahan mengantuk, kmi stop n plan mau tdur...

nah! xtaula mau jawab pa time Xam tmrw...still blank lg ni...aaahhh!! hentam ja la....huhu... GudNite...zzzzzz

"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”

sexy pictures,
crazy times,
sisters at love,
partners in crime....


You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

say hello to Sunshine...

hye hye...

gud day for 2day...

nice weather, nice feelin'....

start my day wit a smile so i can cont. my revision later...

tmrw paper...huhu....

My 1st Step....!

Holaaa all...

diz is my 1st step to bcome a blogger..

speacial thanx to Mia Hinata N Dhiela Adhiela...thanx 4 helpin' me to create diz blog...

i like my new BLOG...hehe..Exposed ckit...