It Hurts

You say you're confused

You do or you don't

And it hurts

You say it may change

It will or it won't

And it hurts

You say we'll be fine

We shall or we shan't

And it hurts

You say you're worth trust

I can or I can't

And it hurts



They tell me to change

I don't and I fail

Cause it hurts



They tell me to work

I won't and I fail

Cause it hurts

They tell me to trust

I shan't and I fail

Cause it hurts

They tell me to smile

I can't and I fail

Cause it hurts



You tell me to smile

I try and I do

But it hurts

You tell me to trust

I try and I will

But it hurts

You tell me to work

I try and I shall

But it hurts

You tell me to change

I try and I can

But it hurts

You Made Me Cry

You made me cry...

You tore me apart..

You left me in tears..

You've shattered my heart..



It wasn't your fault..

I guess it was me..

for love can't be forced..

Perhaps we weren't meant to be..



It still doesn't help..

now that i know..

Because for some reason..

my heart won't let go..



I've tried more than once..

to get over you..

but you make it so hard..

with cute things you do..



I thought love was joy..

but i've got nothing to gain..

just sorrows..,tears..

and a little more pain..



The day the pain started ..

reality came too..

It was the day i realized ..



......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......

"Forgive Me"

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

waiting

i was waiting for one whole day and this is what i get. so pathetic. im sad.MySpace

lonliness

i nvr felt like dis before. i was so lonely. lonely and alone. hmm..theres nothing i can do right now. i was alone before dis but i nvr felt so lonely like dis. its like that no one's care about me. i guest things will nvr change for me.

heart ache~

do heart really ache? if urs not, mine really do. what should i do? only my blog understand me better. does it really matter to sum1 else? i guest not. even my lover does not understand me. i've been in this situation so many time but y does its still hurt me much? y does i still love him so much? n y i cant 4get him easily. MySpace i almost give up but i guess i still can stand strong like this. pretend that there's nothing happen to me. im tired. i will die at any time soon. even im not mean it that much. i know that being in a relationship is a good feeling but when u have a heart ache, u will nvr say that it was good. i just hope that someday i will understand y i have to be in this situation more often.