You say you're confused
You do or you don't
And it hurts
You say it may change
It will or it won't
And it hurts
You say we'll be fine
We shall or we shan't
And it hurts
You say you're worth trust
I can or I can't
And it hurts
They tell me to change
I don't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to work
I won't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to trust
I shan't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to smile
I can't and I fail
Cause it hurts
You tell me to smile
I try and I do
But it hurts
You tell me to trust
I try and I will
But it hurts
You tell me to work
I try and I shall
But it hurts
You tell me to change
I try and I can
But it hurts
You made me cry...
You tore me apart..
You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..
It wasn't your fault..
I guess it was me..
for love can't be forced..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..
now that i know..
Because for some reason..
my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once..
to get over you..
but you make it so hard..
with cute things you do..
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..,tears..
and a little more pain..
The day the pain started ..
reality came too..
It was the day i realized ..
......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
i nvr felt like dis before. i was so lonely. lonely and alone. hmm..theres nothing i can do right now. i was alone before dis but i nvr felt so lonely like dis. its like that no one's care about me. i guest things will nvr change for me.
do heart really ache? if urs not, mine really do. what should i do? only my blog understand me better. does it really matter to sum1 else? i guest not. even my lover does not understand me. i've been in this situation so many time but y does its still hurt me much? y does i still love him so much? n y i cant 4get him easily. i almost give up but i guess i still can stand strong like this. pretend that there's nothing happen to me. im tired. i will die at any time soon. even im not mean it that much. i know that being in a relationship is a good feeling but when u have a heart ache, u will nvr say that it was good. i just hope that someday i will understand y i have to be in this situation more often.