I'm single.
That's one sentence I'm not afraid to say.
Being single is great.
I wouldn't give it up for a minute.
I'm not saying being in a relationship is bad.
Having someone to love is a beautiful thing...
If you don't have all the problems.
By problems I mean the arguing, the sadness, the heartaches and breaks, the rules, the expectations, the lies and deceit.
Being single means being without all those things.
At least when it comes to having a partner.

I'm single.
And I love it.

Tears you try so hard to hide
You hold it all inside
Pretend it doesn't matter
Why keep it yourself
When you got someone else
You know can make it better?
You try to be so strong
But I always know when something's wrong
See when you're feeling down
Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever, yeah
Words you don't need to say
The sad that's on your face
Isn't hard to see through
I've been there once or twice
It's you that made things right
My turn to be there for you
You try to be so strong
But I always know when something's wrong
See when you're feeling down
Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever
When the rain comes down
I'll be there
I will always be around
Just wanna be the one to catch you
When you fall
Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever

i have a secret.
no one know my secret.
even my closest friends doesn't know Diz secret.
i wan to share diz secret to sumbody else, but im afraid it will reveal n exposed to d other person. im juz afraid.
so wat should i do? keep it for real or?? (thinkin' 4 a minute).. ok now i hav my decision. i wan to..ehemm...(think again n again).
ok, i decided to keep diz secret to myself. hahahaha.. nama pun secret can.saja ja exposed in my blog. apa, blog sa sndiri jga pun.
if anyone can guest, u are great..

ps* he's my dirty little secret

if i could, i wan 2 b an angel.
Y?
so i will b hepi always,
not always sad.
so i can free 4m any heart broken,
not feel it.
so i can fly away 4m d one who hurt me,
not always near him.
so i can free 4m any problems,
not causin' any problems.
so i will mend any broken heart,
not causin' it.
so i can laugh,
not cryin'.

Di sini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Kucoba 'tuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, ooo... meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar,
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku, disini
Kudapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara... dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya, pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya,
Suara, dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku, slalu di hatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya,

Dan aku masih tetap disini,
Kulewati semua yang terjadi,
Aku menunggumu, oh, aku menunggu

(Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku)
Aku disini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam haitnya,
Suara dengarkanlah aku,
Apakah aku ada di hatinya
Aku disini menunggunya masih berharap, di dalam hatinya...
Suara dengarkanlah aku,
Apa kabarnya, pujaan hatiku,
Aku disini menunggunya, masih berharap di dalam hatinya, oh, oh, oh.
(Suara dengarkanlah aku...)

I fell in a perfect way
Never had a choice to make
Closed my eyes and landed here
Didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
But I can't unlove you

But this one thing I cannot change
I almost kind of like the pain
It will take forever
To fade away

There's always time for other dreams
Why must we erase these things?

An-yŏng-ha-se-yo. 안녕하세요 hehe..its mean hi... my title is a little confusin'.. who is HeeChul..yeah!!! he is my super sunior idol. i like him so much. fall in love wit him even he's kind of girly sumtimes but i like diz guy so much. hmm, ok mayb a little too much. hehe..nothin' much i wan 2 say here.. juz wan 2 tell n exposed dat i love n like him so much..

Diz kind of ppl really annoying me. huh! actin' like an angel in front but at the back,juz like b**** and devil. i hav an experienced 2 hav a fren like diz. all words she said r nonsense n annoyin' like she was d best among all. sori ya, im not interested. its juz bcoz u r my fren doesnt mean i like u. how dare u talkin' bad things bout me n my frenz. u will juz exposin' ur real damn attitude. its not dat im sayin' diz dat i hav d same attitude as u do, no! im juz expressin' wat i feel 2 hav a fren like u. 4 me, i dont care if i dont have a frenz like u! seriously! u juz a sad ppl who want 2 get an attention by exposin' ur real stupidity. u act like a super queen n act like u must b seen by d whole world. do u regret things? no! i know u wont. but all i know is backstabbers will always crash n burn. serve u right! dont go 4 us if ur frenz leavin' u.

u wanted to know the worst about me, the things I told no one and hid 4m every1. How do I explain who I am when I am not even sure of it myself? hmmm.. How do I put into words the worst parts of me that I have run 4m for so long? I will tell u my secrets, I will tell u everythin'. Maybe it will help me. Maybe u will hate me for it or maybe u will understand. I don't know, but I am sick of running. So here it is, I will give u what u want.

I hate u. That is not true, but sometimes I think it is. I will not answer the phone when u call, even though I want to talk to u so bad. I will not call u, even though it is all I want to do. I will not reach out to u, even though every part of me wants to. I will be mad at u, I will want to hurt u, I will always try to ignore you because I am afraid to let you closer. I need ur attention, u know i want it, but I will greet them with cold indifference. I will be jealous of the attention u give others, and I will get mad at you for ignoring me. I will feel close to u and care for u one day, only to be mad and want u out of my life the next.

This is for u, but u r far 4m me. u are the people close to me now. u are the people I want to be close to even though I have kept you away. u are the friends I have pushed away in the past, the friends I never forgave and never let back in my life, the friends I never had the chance to tell this to.u are the people I will meet in the future, the people I will care about until once again I push them out of my life.u are the part of me that is still trying to understand who I am.huh! sad.