do heart really ache? if urs not, mine really do. what should i do? only my blog understand me better. does it really matter to sum1 else? i guest not. even my lover does not understand me. i've been in this situation so many time but y does its still hurt me much? y does i still love him so much? n y i cant 4get him easily. i almost give up but i guess i still can stand strong like this. pretend that there's nothing happen to me. im tired. i will die at any time soon. even im not mean it that much. i know that being in a relationship is a good feeling but when u have a heart ache, u will nvr say that it was good. i just hope that someday i will understand y i have to be in this situation more often.